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| suffocation, no breathing.
take a good look at your life so far. your 19, work to much at jobs you CANT STAND. have no money, and the most you look forward is to school because that is actually the time you don't work. you have no boyfriend, never had a great love, or love for that matter. your on anti-anxiety meds, and you still cant sleep at night.
isn't life grand?
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| looks like i'm out of the worst of the fog but i yearn to go back in. perhaps this is due to the fact that i'm not clear of all the term oil. i'm still in the worst of it with the worst subject of all. the issue that causes me to ache at night. and to look away from those moments of other peoples lives. to wish to be numb again would be my wish as of now. its not over and yet i'm not in the middle. i don't know where i am. i either want to be fully out or fully in. hopefully, it will happen. and soon.
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